Last night and the night before, Future Cult Leader had a hard time sleeping. Sleep deprivation is a no-no in this one. Then, today at school, Future Cult Leader got her hands on something with artificial food dyes and ate it. Artificial food dyes make her bonkers. In fact, under the right conditions they practically negate her medications.
You see that part about the tired? HEY LOOK, IT’S THE RIGHT CONDITIONS.
It’s hard, when you’ve been doing all this extra stuff that moms with typical kids don’t do, to feel like all your effort has been for nothing. And that’s exactly how I felt today. It’s all for nuthin’. Dammit.
I have 2 choices: I can curl into a corner and cry and eat lots of crappy food. (Done.)
I can dance.
But, I’m exhausted. So I’ll do the next best thing: watch a video of me dancing that I’m going to (kind of) show to you. I apologize that it’s just the link. It’s too late to upload it to YouTube and since I’m cheap and use free wordpress.com I don’t have some of the nifty features other blogs have. Then again, those blogs don’t have this video. Ha!